Bonus Content: Impromptu Phone Calls Feat. Tameka pt.2

Here we are with yet another off-the-wall conversation with my big sister, Tameka. Listen in as we chop it up-bringing music and comedy together to discuss serious topics.  I promise that we are "deeply" funny and that after spending your precious time tuning in (THANK YOU in advance), your spirit will be filled with laughter and joy! If not, I am going to need to know why lol! So sit back, relax, spark one up, and jump down this rabbit hole with me.

Transcript

SPEAKER_01 0:29

I appreciate you so much for tuning in. Last week I dropped the first episode, and the editing was a challenge. If you tuned in, you'll notice the audio is choppy. Well, inexperienced to me decided to go up against the backdrop of a semi-truck. But despite the editing, the content though. Y'all, my friend Rolennon, a fuck your podcast, the podcast, dropped a treasure chest full of gems. I cannot wait to go back and remaster that interview. Look for a re-release of that soon. But if you haven't already, go check out episode 1, an interview with Rolennon. Then hit up Fuck Yo Podcast, the podcast, exclusively on YouTube. Episode 5 of season 2 is dropping soon, and I myself cannot wait to tune in. Once again, that is fuck your podcast, the podcast. Man, y'all, there are so many people out there tapping in and doing big things in the podcast community. So I want to just take this time to shout out D'Angelo dropping the most important podcast in the world coming up next month. I am truly excited to see this movement and I cannot wait to check out his content. So I am really looking forward to that. But with all that said, let's jump into this bonus content. Another impromptu phone call featuring my sister Tanika. All I can tell y'all is that whenever we chop it up, it is guaranteed to make me laugh and cry, maybe even at the same time. I swear. We have this insane ability to bring comedy and music to the most serious of subjects, our shared trauma, and still be able to pour into each other and our relationship as sisters. So sit back, relax, spark one up, and jump down this rabbit hole with me. Let's get to it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. No, I'm sorry.

SPEAKER_02 2:57

It's okay. Like we're never sorry.

SPEAKER_01 3:00

Don't be sorry. Be careful.

SPEAKER_02 3:02

No.

SPEAKER_01 3:03

Who said that?

SPEAKER_02 3:05

I don't know.

SPEAKER_01 3:06

Who said come on now? Don't be sorry. Be careful. Arthur Lee.

SPEAKER_02 3:13

No, but before Arthur Lee.

SPEAKER_01 3:14

There was no before Arthur Lee because all we knew was Arthur Lee. So we got it from Arthur Lee. He said it. I give a f who cares who else said it first. You didn't hear it until you heard it from him first.

SPEAKER_02 3:27

No, I heard it.

SPEAKER_01 3:28

It was a pimp.

SPEAKER_02 3:31

It was a what? A pimp. You know, she was like, I'm sorry, I ain't got the money. He said, Don't be sorry, ho, be careful. Stupid.

SPEAKER_01 3:47

I got shit going on all around here. It's crazy.

SPEAKER_00 3:51

All over the place. All over the place. All over the place, like that's a lot of different kinds of shit.

SPEAKER_01 4:02

No. I don't know what shit you talking about.

SPEAKER_02 4:06

No, if you see a piece of piece of shit, that doesn't mean it's always dog abuse.

SPEAKER_01 4:11

I don't know. Shit. I can think of one of my baby daddies. He looked like a piece of shit every time I see him, too.

SPEAKER_00 4:19

Mama Mama was Mama would say what she saw well after they got divorced. Just look, she would think it or headed like look at him. Looking stupid. Just looking stupid.

SPEAKER_03 4:33

Just looking stupid.

SPEAKER_00 4:35

Like stupid. A doodle ball. That's what we'll call. Don't be a doodle ball on your life. You ain't even gotta cut. Motherfucking shit head bitch. It's too short. You ain't gotta say that.

SPEAKER_01 4:54

Go ahead. I like it when you do it. It's too short. Oh the mic.

SPEAKER_00 5:00

And it don't stop.

SPEAKER_01 5:03

Run it back, run it back, run it back.

SPEAKER_00 5:05

Oh, wait, okay.

SPEAKER_01 5:06

Run it back, run it back.

SPEAKER_00 5:07

Wait, wait, wait. Cuss words. Cuss words.

SPEAKER_01 5:11

Cuss word.

SPEAKER_00 5:12

It was. That's all he did. That shit was so archive, but it was dope.

SPEAKER_01 5:17

Yeah. That shit was like the devil's music back in the day.

SPEAKER_02 5:21

Oh nah.

SPEAKER_01 5:23

You remember when daddy stomped on all your CDs? And you know his boots. In his biker boots. I think it was his snakeskin boots, too.

SPEAKER_02 5:34

Yeah, the fuck out. It was only because, you know, they told me about coming to the house playing the music here. Right. But I'm all the way down by Alicia Willis' house.

SPEAKER_03 5:50

Well, you know you had beats. You got to turn that shit down when you get to the neighborhood.

SPEAKER_00 5:55

I passed self apart. Like, okay, let me turn my shit off. Or turn it down.

SPEAKER_01 6:00

Right.

SPEAKER_00 6:00

And I bagged up in the driveway.

SPEAKER_01 6:03

Gangsta. See, you was just doing gangster shit already. Doing gangsta shit.

SPEAKER_00 6:09

I didn't. I don't think I really gave. Like, I do care. But I always wanted to just I don't know if it wasn't a good idea.

SPEAKER_01 6:18

Do what you want to know to do. Like, tell me, explain it to me. In your terms. What do you think about your childhood and how you grew up and what type of child you were? It was I don't know what type of child. Well, when you a mother, come on now. Be honest. If you could don't if you look back on yourself. I forgot. One, two, two, three, four. I swear. I swear. No, but really, we ain't gotta get all deep into it. We gotta have therapy session. No, nothing like that. I'm just saying, just in general. I know. How about that rebellious side?

SPEAKER_00 6:57

Who texted me?

SPEAKER_01 6:59

Sorry.

SPEAKER_00 6:59

What we say, it's unfortunate that I have to put you on hold. Stop saying you're sorry.

SPEAKER_01 7:05

Oh, I know. Don't be sorry. Be careful.

SPEAKER_00 7:08

It's unfortunate. It's unfortunate for you if you get offended.

SPEAKER_01 7:11

Right?

SPEAKER_00 7:12

It's unfortunate. I gotta do this right now. Just hold on. You ain't got to.

SPEAKER_01 7:17

Everybody got choices. Right. Look, you look, look at you. Look at you. Keep spreading the message. Shit. You know everybody got choices. Everybody got choices. That was E40. Hell yeah. Shit. Everybody got choices. You choosing. That motherfucker, you can choose to hold on and not be right back. And if I'm not back, hang up. Right. I'll call you back.

SPEAKER_00 7:42

Choose me. Never ever fuck with it out of.

SPEAKER_01 7:45

Don't start. Don't start. It's too early for this shit.

SPEAKER_00 7:51

And they could be the Ivy brothers.

SPEAKER_01 7:56

Oh.

SPEAKER_00 7:59

I killed. Whoops. That was so hard. I love that. But what I meant by just being rebellious, like I've always felt like it's so weird, Tang. I would sit and think, these are my eyes. When everybody's got eyes with this on Jesus Sandals.

SPEAKER_01 8:16

Lord, not Jesus Sandals.

SPEAKER_00 8:18

Yes. Like I always recognize I went against the grain because I don't really think I belong here right now. You felt like that back then? Yes. As a child. I was like, is anybody else seeing this? Or like you know what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_01 8:36

Do you think a part of our drama played a part in that? In terms of your attitude when you was a teenager?

SPEAKER_00 8:42

No. Well, maybe it may have played a part, but I don't give it a few. It didn't affect you.

SPEAKER_01 8:47

It didn't affect you that much.

SPEAKER_00 8:49

Well, it does. Or it did.

SPEAKER_01 8:51

Right.

SPEAKER_00 8:52

But that's not what my higher power told me.

SPEAKER_01 8:55

Right.

SPEAKER_00 8:56

This doesn't affect you, but it was like a gauge.

unknown 8:58

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 8:59

On how to operate. You know, like having a different outlook on family and what family really is. You know what I mean? Right. So it was just a gauge. I'm gonna fuck with I can't even fuck with my damn self. It didn't break me, but it taught me how to operate it. It it's almost necessary. It was necessary. Right. I'll say that.

SPEAKER_01 9:19

Right. I just said that the other day too. Girl, come on with it. Come on with it. Mamba is nothing planting.

SPEAKER_02 9:29

There's nothing like you.

SPEAKER_01 9:31

Right. I feel the same way. I think you know, and we came out, we were created. We were created from the same womb. Right. Cookie. Give our shout-outs to Cookie. We were growing in that womb of hers. Yes. And we see her and we know who she is, how powerful she is, how strong she is. And I've always said, if I can only just be a quarter, can I just be a quarterback, strong as my mama? I feel like I'll be doing big things if I could just be a quarter. Because I can't imagine being as strong as she is.

SPEAKER_00 10:03

But we are imagining the Bible and believing in God and everything. My mama is the closest thing to God. To me and God.

SPEAKER_01 10:13

Amen. She is. In her own right. A goddess. Yes. A goddess, truly. God is a woman. I'm sorry. What you say? I'm sorry. That's okay. We're not gonna tap into that. That's okay.

SPEAKER_02 10:27

I know.

SPEAKER_01 10:29

Gee. What'd you what you want? What did that woman shut up? Nah, nah, nah.

SPEAKER_00 10:34

Different sound, same effect.

unknown 10:36

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 10:37

But I don't know. I think a part of it too was just being a kid, just growing up. Ages and stages, and everybody went through levels. There's levels to that shit. Some people took their rebellious nature to the extreme, and other people was rebellious, but in their own little ways, you know. I know I learned from you and Demetra shit.

SPEAKER_00 10:57

You know, it's like if you see a million people walking all in the same direction and nobody's going the other way, it's like, what the fuck? Right.

SPEAKER_01 11:06

Wake the fuck up. Yeah. Like all y'all finna die. And you tapping motherfuckers on the shoulders. Look, you tapping motherfuckers on the shoulder, asking them where the fuck they going, and they can't tell you. They can't tell you. They just say follow me. Hell, all they know is everybody else going this way, so I'm going this way too. Shit. Now, if motherfuckers is running, that's a different story to me. Now, if you see motherfuckers running in one direction, I think, motherfuckers, you need to be running in that direction too.

SPEAKER_02 11:31

No. Yeah. I mean, beer off.

SPEAKER_00 11:36

No, they're gonna walk first.

SPEAKER_01 11:38

You're not understanding me.

SPEAKER_00 11:39

All the same direction. And then don't I what?

SPEAKER_01 11:42

You're not understanding me. You were supposed to get the joke.

SPEAKER_00 11:46

Oh, was it?

SPEAKER_01 11:47

I'm sorry. I'm gonna go opposite. Okay, go run into danger. See King Kong come around that corner and get smacked. King Kong ain't got shit. Shit. Oh me. I heard that. Shit. Go in the board. Go to the battle.

SPEAKER_00 12:01

The only reason why, and that's a serious statement because the only reason why I feel that way, Tanya, is because due to my experiences, trauma and everything else has built so much fucking muscle.

SPEAKER_01 12:13

Yeah, I swear. Oh gosh, it hurts. My muscles hurt. Them bitches bunched up like them bodybuilders and shit. Too much fucking muscle.

SPEAKER_00 12:21

God look, I can look the devil in the eye and laugh at him. That's how I feel.

SPEAKER_01 12:28

Hell nah, shit. I'ma look the devil in the eye. I'm gonna pour him a shot. And I'm gonna toast it up with that motherfucker. And I'm gonna tell him, hey, thank you. Thank you. You are necessary. You're doing a necessary service, sir. And I appreciate your service.

SPEAKER_00 12:43

If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have learned how to run.

SPEAKER_01 12:46

What the fuck? Cheers to you.

SPEAKER_00 12:47

Well, run it. I wouldn't build no muscle.

SPEAKER_01 12:50

Amen. Damn, man. I swear it's all good. I don't I don't spend my days thinking about the enemy. I mean, shit. I study his tactics and moves. I'm prepared. I stay ready. Otherwise, you ain't stopping shit. You ain't stopping shit. I'm not gonna spend my days.

SPEAKER_00 13:09

Right. Don't run. Stop fucking running. Reserve your energy. Right. You know what I'm thinking about?

SPEAKER_01 13:14

You know what just popped in my head? Come on. And if you don't know exactly the scene that I'm talking about, I'm gonna be so mad at you.

SPEAKER_00 13:21

What okay?

SPEAKER_01 13:22

Apocalypto. Is that a Mexican movie? Oh never mind. You lose so many points today. So many. That's male. I need you to I need you to go watch the movie. It is a male Gibson production, though. I said a male. Spanish, that is the male. Like if you're not about a male, it's old. Mexican would be the wrong type of thing.

SPEAKER_00 13:46

It's a female apocalypse.

SPEAKER_01 13:50

It's more like Mayan and during those times. That's a yeah. Not Mexican.

SPEAKER_00 13:57

Apocalypse. I've never seen that, but it's like maybe the apple.

SPEAKER_01 14:01

Man is so very good. It's a classic. But what I was saying, there's a scene in there where he is he's been running for his life like hard, like nigga nonstop. Like, where did you get this energy from? How are you running? And that motherfucker was tired. He just stopped. I mean, came to a complete stop and was like, you know what? I'm finna turn around. Fuck this shit. And I'll put it on. Can't do this shit no more. What is this profiting me? Where am I running to? What is the purpose? Because they're not gonna stop chasing me. So what the fuck? We're gonna have to meet this shit head on. We're gonna have to, you know, you know, because I'm not gonna live the rest of my life with you behind my back chasing me, motherfucker. Shit. So yeah, and it just go from there.

SPEAKER_00 14:44

And when you do that, kind of, it's like you've gone missing from yourself. You are a missing person at that point when you have to run from everything. You have to stop and think, like, okay, there's a reason. Why is it chasing me?

unknown 14:59

Right.

SPEAKER_00 14:59

Why is it shit?

SPEAKER_01 15:01

I ain't even concerned with the why. Shit. I don't need to discover the why. There sometimes there's not a why, Tamika. Look at her trauma. Was there a why for that? Even though necessary, was there a why? There was no why to that because that's abnormal, you know.

SPEAKER_02 15:15

Right, but it turned out for the greater good.

SPEAKER_01 15:17

Okay, but that's not what we're talking about. What I'm saying is that I don't know.

SPEAKER_00 15:22

You know what? The head the head on of that situation before he got grown. That motherfucker got shot up with a machine gun.

SPEAKER_01 15:31

That's karma. That's karma.

SPEAKER_00 15:33

Somebody's working, so and that's somebody working, something working on your behalf.

SPEAKER_01 15:38

What she said.

SPEAKER_00 15:39

Imagine. Look, letting that shit get out, and that motherfucker's still breathing.

SPEAKER_01 15:43

I you know, I channeled Kendrick Lamar. It was an immaculate conception. Yeah. You know, I'm too pure for this world. You was fucking with something. You put your hands on something that you was never supposed to touch. You know what I'm saying? You don't touch. And that's exactly what happened. Shit. It came back around full circle. It might not always come back around in the way you think it's gonna happen, but it's gonna happen. It's gonna happen. Immediately. Immediately, expeditiously. You know what God did with that?

SPEAKER_00 16:16

That's what that higher power did with that.

SPEAKER_01 16:18

Nah, you know what it was? You know what it was? What? It was that's the sound of buppies.

SPEAKER_00 16:25

I like a hole.

SPEAKER_01 16:27

A beeper. That's the sound of the buddies. That's the sound of the buddies. Who is that, Tamika? Who is that?

SPEAKER_02 16:35

Um, that was girl.

SPEAKER_01 16:38

What's wrong with you today? Uh Buster. Buster. Rhymes. Or was that KRS one? Uh I'm tripping myself.

SPEAKER_00 16:48

Okay.

SPEAKER_01 16:49

I'm mad at me. I don't know why I thought Buster, but I do think that's KRS one. I do think. I'm gonna look it up because I need to know. You gonna spend all day trying to S1 sound of the police. I knew it. I don't know why I thought it bust it. Whoop, whoop!

SPEAKER_02 17:08

That's the sound of the police. No, that's the sound of the beast. And if that motherfucker wasn't dead or didn't die, you would get into uh public enemy. 911 is a joke.

SPEAKER_01 17:21

Common common breaker one nine, breaker one nine, Jacob before coming. That was common sense, yeah. Before he took that off. Man, music.

unknown 17:35

I miss music back then.

SPEAKER_01 17:38

No, music is everywhere. It is, it's still beautiful, but it was just something different about the I think the music of our generation.

SPEAKER_00 17:45

Do you know what's so weird that to this day I could have conversation, just a regular conversation about a topic or a song.

SPEAKER_01 17:56

Yeah, you can't help it. It's a compulsion.

SPEAKER_04 17:58

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 17:59

Yeah. We do it all the time. If I know if I say something, it's reminding you of a song, you're gonna start singing it. And if I don't know what you're singing, but it's because I'm not listening to you work like you're keeping me sharp. Music is constantly playing in my head, you know. Even that, even if I don't know it, it's in my blood, it's in my veins, it's it's just rhythm. I'm constantly listening to music nonstop. We've always listened to music non-stop in our house. I bet what when it soaks into your bone marrow. I need a transfusion. Take me a beer.

SPEAKER_03 18:38

Give me a beat. Matter of fact, can you take some plasma? Just like music. Hey, okay. Music is the music is the present. Music. I sound more like what's his name. Okay, forget it.

SPEAKER_02 19:12

He was a white man.

SPEAKER_01 19:13

Yeah. He was so awesome. He was. I can't or is. Shout out. Shout out. Yes, because uh he was a white man. And he was a white man. No, but I mean, like, I don't think he was a culture vulture. Nah, nah. Some people just love music. Some people have it or they don't. I mean, people who have that John Oak. Man. Daryl Hall and John Oak. Right. You know, people who have that kind of soul in them, that spirit that moves them enough to be able to emulate, you know, something that is innately in us. Melanated people is a beautiful thing. Yeah. Yes. You know, we everything we touch, everything we touch, we turn to go, whether it's opera music or whether it's country music or, you know, yeah, everything.

SPEAKER_00 20:04

Yeah. And it's everything.

SPEAKER_01 20:06

Total domination.

SPEAKER_00 20:07

That fire pro like Eric, he is so adaptable.

SPEAKER_01 20:11

I swear. I swear. If only man, if only we can just find that switch, something we need to find the connection to get him in the right place, he needs to be.

SPEAKER_00 20:21

No, no, no, no. If he put as much energy into what he can do with music, he is unstoppable like with other stuff, like getting there, preparing for the water.

SPEAKER_01 20:31

But listen to me, because that's the whole point. There is a disconnect because you can have all that and be trying to put that in the stuff. But if you're not together mentally, emotionally, or being developed in terms of growth the proper way that you need to, none of those things are gonna matter. It's not a point of if he would, it's why he can't, why hasn't he? That's the disconnect. Right. Well, don't talk about the problem, talk solution. Right, exactly. But so you know, it kind of talking about if if was a fifth, we all be drunk. All be five it if if only, if only, if only, if only shit. Only you do that's not an appropriate sign for this. You gotta, it has to be appropriate for the conversation. Sorry, I didn't mean to shut this shit down.

SPEAKER_00 21:24

Hold on, hold on.

SPEAKER_02 21:25

Yes, yes, Kiera. Yes, am I what? Yes, Ciara. Am I sleeping?

SPEAKER_01 21:31

Sounds like such a happy mom today.

SPEAKER_02 21:33

Hold on, yes, yes, Kiera. How may I assist you? Welcome to customer service. I got the whole weekend off. I had this big yesterday, right?

SPEAKER_01 21:45

Why didn't you come see me? It's your sissi's birthday. I guess I could come up there, but children, I don't have a sitter. Nah, I'm always taking care of mine. You know that I ain't going nowhere without. Unless it's just something big, then yeah.

SPEAKER_00 22:06

One of these days that it won't be long.

SPEAKER_03 22:10

18 years, 18 years. Fuck them kids. It's been a long time coming.

SPEAKER_01 22:23

That's not how the song go, I know.

SPEAKER_00 22:25

I know my ship is coming in, ass nigga. Nah, fuck them kids.

unknown 22:29

Nah, never. Never.

SPEAKER_01 22:31

I know it's not fuck them kids. That's what you're gonna say. Fuck them kids. Yeah. I understand. I understand. Get up, get out, get something. Don't put the days. Don't let the days of your life pass by. You need to get up, get out, and get something. Don't spend all your time trying to get high. For real. First eye. No. Yes. Was it? Was it? No. No. First eye. You need to get up. I gotta look it up. I bet I found it before you. I'm not looking to get up. You need to get up, get out, and get something. Don't let the days of your life pass by. You know. Oh, we dumb. We dumb. We are dumb. That was outcast. Dude. What's wrong with us today? I have, you know what? Charges in my head and not my heart. This don't count. This does not count. I am not taking this ill. I have been up for over 24 hours. I produced, edited a podcast that was extremely difficult. I've been dealing with it. It's okay to fall off. I've been dealing with frustrations. I've been dealing with frustrations. It's just been crazy. So I'm not taking that ill. It's okay. We're gonna get back on track. We're gonna get back on track. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. What's wrong with us? Play it, Tamika. No, don't play it. No.

SPEAKER_02 23:58

Play with it?

unknown 23:59

No.

SPEAKER_02 23:59

What?

SPEAKER_01 24:00

Oh that whole that whole album, like, oh my god, I can't believe it. We are dumb. Southern player list Cadillac music. Oh, what is wrong with us? Cadillac. Cadillac music. Hey, we know a little something something. We know a little something something. We know a little something something. We wanna get high. We wanna get high.

SPEAKER_02 24:26

We wanna get high. Have you heard the song 500 3000? Prototype.

SPEAKER_01 24:33

Oh, Tamika, come on. That's where we are.

SPEAKER_02 24:37

I think I'm in the looking. If not the prototype. No, he was like a minor.

SPEAKER_01 25:09

Hell yeah. Yeah, girl. You're the one. No, no, no. It gave me a boosy feel for that.

SPEAKER_00 25:17

Well, no, he said, let's do something out of the ordinary. Like passing a matinee, baby.

SPEAKER_01 25:27

That's your part.

SPEAKER_05 25:28

Is it your part?

SPEAKER_01 25:29

Baby. You are the prototype. Hell yeah. Hell yeah. That's what's up. I ain't heard that in so long. That you know what year that came out? Uh-uh. It was in the 90s. 94. 94. It came out in 1994. Prototype. Yep. That album. Not prototype. I'm talking about Southern Playalistic Cadillac music. That album came out in 94.

SPEAKER_02 25:55

That's when I graduated high school.

SPEAKER_03 25:57

Oh, the players came.

SPEAKER_02 25:59

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 26:02

Hootie hoo. Follow the funk from my trunk. It goes on and on and on. But you know what? I think sooky, sucky, all day, every day. You supposed to know that. That was my joint. That's my favorite one. If I beat it, I didn't like it. Girl, that's the one with the you would have been beating it because it had beat. It had a bass. It was a bass line. Girl, play it. Play it. No. You suck. You swallow. Honey, the skin don't look good. Girl, where do you think the glow up comes from? Shit. Crown royal. Girl, do you know how many people talk about how good my skin looks? Like, damn. Your skin looking good. You just over there growing growing. I'm growing and I'm glowing. Shit, you just over there glowing. Look, I'm shiny. Good thing. Good thing you can wear glasses. Girl. Shoot. I got transitions now. My future's so bright. Shit. I gotta wear the shades.

SPEAKER_00 27:26

Wearing all the chests. Um taking my freedom.

SPEAKER_01 27:31

You're free. Girl, what you said. Nah. You know what it is now? What?

SPEAKER_02 27:57

You remember teaching the girls that didn't respond?

SPEAKER_01 28:03

You teach Gloria and Kylie. You was on them.

SPEAKER_00 28:07

That was funny.

SPEAKER_01 28:10

Yes.

SPEAKER_00 28:11

I've been waiting patiently.

SPEAKER_01 28:14

Baby boom. Man, love Jill. Love Jill. Okay. I hope she listens to the podcast one day. That'd be dope. Get a drop from Jill Scott. That would be amazing. Manifest, manifest, manifest. She just don't know. She just don't know, Tamika, how much we truly love her. I don't think anybody loves Jill Scott like we do. I'm sure super fans say that shit. Just because we're not obsessed and gotta be at your concerts and buying all your merch and shit like that. It's a pure, it's a pure love. That's my sister. Man, I swear. I mean, we could spoon. Yes. Have a slumber party. Man, I swear. And she's a Scott. Man, I swear. Oh God, being anonymous. And her energy. Her energy is just so beautiful. It's like la la la la la. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Hell yeah. I love her. She is amazing. She is she the culture don't appreciate her enough. She definitely got a following, but she don't get her accolades like she's supposed to.

SPEAKER_00 29:30

Well, you know what?

SPEAKER_01 29:32

The world don't want it. It won't be toxic. They don't know how they when Jill when Jill Scott got real witted and came out with the freaky side. They wanted to wanna down the jail. You know what I'm saying? Who can do sensual better than you know what I'm saying? Thick chick Jill. What's wrong with y'all?

SPEAKER_00 29:49

Ye spread my legs.

SPEAKER_01 29:53

She says, Spank me, feed me. You know what I need. Feed me. She was like, shig. Hill. Hell.

SPEAKER_03 30:02

I've been a good daddy, but I don't have to be if you want me to, I'll be your nasty baby. No time for game. No rules display. Hope you've been thinking about the same thing. Ooh, and she's singing so sweet. I'm just saying so my mind. It's been good. To show love what is made of no time for game. Oh no rules display. Hope you want me in the same way. Oh my god. Close my eyes.

SPEAKER_01 30:43

All I dream about is making love.

SPEAKER_03 30:47

Oh, I know I can even sleep at night.

SPEAKER_01 30:51

All I dream about is making love. Ooh. It's just all the little things when you're inside of me that keeps my mind going crazy.

SPEAKER_03 31:04

Oh yes, girl.

SPEAKER_01 31:07

They don't know. They don't know. They don't know. Jill is a whole vibe. Do you want it on the floor just like that? Tease me, please me, spake me, feed me. You know, do not meet, baby. Spake me, feed me, tease me. Oh, yes, yes. I need all that. I'm thirsty. I'm so thirsty. Oh that's fuck you, Jill. See, now you got a sister over here feeling away. Shit. Ain't got no consistent, nothing on standby. Nothing on deck. You know what I'm saying? Just over here. All this good love wasting. Shit. Right. They don't even know that. They don't know what mama's sitting on over here. Shit.

SPEAKER_00 31:49

And Jill, nobody knows that when I listen to Jill, there's been times where I accidentally cut my Achilles tendon on Philly thinking when I listened to. Accidentally. That don't make no damn sense.

SPEAKER_01 32:01

Jill will take you there. Have you feeling good? Like you are dynamite. Yeah. Look at you. You was over there in like the strip class. Not the strip class, but you know, when y'all went to the pole dancing class or whatever, and y'all did the routine and the video, you should repost that video. I would love to see that again. I want to post it on my page. I won I want to do some shit like that. That would be dope to do again.

SPEAKER_00 32:27

I stood out. Everybody was trying so hard to meet. And you know, when people see it, what are you doing?

SPEAKER_01 32:33

I'm like, uh like that that mind your business. Mind your business.

SPEAKER_00 32:38

Oh my gosh, girl.

SPEAKER_01 32:39

Yeah, you have fun. You could tell. You have fun. I'm seeing that video. Do do. Don't post it. I'm not. Why? You posted it. It's on your Facebook. No, no, no. Is it? You y'all posted that? You, Kia, Tasha, y'all posted that a long time ago. No, what a missed opportunity. Yes. To just, you know, just be yourself. Just be authentic. Be genuine and not care what other people are saying about you or looking at you and thinking.

SPEAKER_00 33:08

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 33:09

Mind your business. I mean, you can't enjoy yourself when you're too busy thinking about what other people thinking about you. Be at the moment. Shit.

unknown 33:17

Yes.

SPEAKER_01 33:18

Get from behind your phone taking pictures of everything and be present. Don't go out the country and snap a million photos and shit like that. How did you enjoy your trip? Hell, I'm gonna hear about your experience. You know what I'm saying? Show me a couple of pictures. When I'm going places, I take a couple of pictures, but for the most time, my phone is away. I want to live in the moment, be in the moment. I want to have memories.

SPEAKER_00 33:41

Yeah, well, the last time I took a shit, I talked to you.

SPEAKER_01 33:44

Fuck you.

SPEAKER_00 33:44

I mean, I ain't take no picture, but I wanted to share that with you.

SPEAKER_01 33:48

You know what? Awesome moment. I am leaving now. I'm concluding our conversation because you ain't shit literally and figuratively. Don't hurt myself. No, you hurt mine. You heard mine. Hurt people, hurt people.

SPEAKER_04 34:08

You got choices. Marcia. Marcia, Marcia, Marcia.

SPEAKER_02 34:13

Oh Marcia.

SPEAKER_01 34:15

I swear. Okay, I love you. Will you call me when my son gets home? He is. He just poked his head in the door. I waved to him. He here. Give him a call. I love you. I love you too, baby. Be safe and I was. Hey, hey, you know what? You know what I'm finna do? I'm finna make it clap. Like baby, get bop, bah. Can't even talk to the bit. She fucking with bosses and shit. What you say? What you say? I ain't got no panties on. I ain't got more panties on. Yeah, man. I don't even get me started. That's a whole nother genre of music that's just out here. Real hot girl shit. Is that really hot girl shit? It's like they done took hot girl and perverted it. No, just that's not what it means to be a hot girl. Not in my opinion.

SPEAKER_00 35:11

Hot girls is like your presence alone. What you said? That runs up the light bill. I swear. Shit. Who turned through lights on and then stuff? You know, just your presence. That's hot shit. I know that's your presence alone applies pressure.

SPEAKER_01 35:26

Amen. Shit. It precedes me. It goes before me. It enters before I do. Motherfuckers is feeling me before I even enter the room.

SPEAKER_00 35:35

Pressure.

SPEAKER_01 35:36

And then don't let me know how to walk in a room full of vultures. You know, someone makes everybody uncomfortable. Someone whose opinion I value. And I now realize, and this don't you know minimize in the moment, you know, what happened and what they said. It was just more or less their way and how they said it. And it was true. It was just the fact the way that they said it and it was coming from them. I didn't, you know, need that. I hate when people tell you something you already know. You know what I mean? So he was like a reminder. Listen, he was like, like, damn, why you out here wearing all these damn baggy clothes and shit? You out here looking like you in the streets and shit like that. You gotta do better. You can't be out here looking like that. No, you know what you said.

SPEAKER_00 36:20

What you should have.

SPEAKER_01 36:21

And I was like, well, damn.

SPEAKER_00 36:23

If I just if I just put some clothes on and just show up, the price of pussy go increase my.

SPEAKER_01 36:28

Girl, do you think I didn't? And you you think your sister didn't. You know, my feelings was hurt, but you think I didn't? You tell them I care two fucks about shoes. Do you know my mama had to force me to buy a pair of shoes? She the one who buys me a pair of shoes every year because I only buy one pair of tennis shoes every year. I wear these bitches till the soles fall off, literally, because that's just how much that shit means to me.

SPEAKER_02 36:50

I'm gonna tell you, anybody tiny, y'all can have that. Y'all, you want me to come? You you want me to come to a club? You want me to step out the house?

SPEAKER_01 36:59

Bitch, I know how to dress shit. I know how to doll up. Thank you.

SPEAKER_00 37:02

Yo whole, oh my God. This motherfucker would the the price of pussy would increase.

SPEAKER_01 37:07

Yeah, this is good though. And they were telling me right. I mean, I know I've lost a lot of weight, and I know that I don't want to buy all them clothes to me, God bought, you know, going to Florida, my birthday. Even you came down here and you knew how I was feeling when we went shopping. And even on my birthday that year, just buying clothes and shit like that, you know, and then buying a poll out in Florida.

SPEAKER_02 37:30

Ah, girl. They should have never gave you niggas money.

SPEAKER_01 37:41

Ooh, girl, girl, girl, you are fucking hilarious. I love you. Whatever, whatever. Fuck you. Fuck you. We ain't this ain't that. We ain't talking about that anyway. Fuck with me. God damn it. Right. Look, don't pray on me. Pray for me.

SPEAKER_00 38:01

Pray for me.

SPEAKER_01 38:02

But no, all the clothes in my closet didn't fit. And you know, I've been wearing a lot of leggings and shit lately. My leggings aren't legging anymore. And I keep losing my weight. I know I could like just go to the goodwill or something like that and just snatch some threads or something that fit because yeah, there may be a time I need to go somewhere and need to look decent. But listen. Listen. Listen and excusion. Silencio. Silencio. Kayate. Porter favor. Gracias. Yes. No. No. No. No. I'm just saying from his point of view, I can understand that. He's like, hey, you looking good talking about image. And that's fine, because a lot of people got their opinion about image. But you know, I did expound on the fact that, hey, that's just something that's just never been a part of me is fashion and clothes and leveling up my dress game and leveling up my shoe game and beating my face and doing all this extra stuff because that's just it's just something I'm not into, except the fact that that's just something I'm not into. Man, it's so much extra. You know, I got a lot of shit going on in my life. You know what I'm saying? I got a lot of shit going on in my life. That's one less thing I have to deal with. Shit.

SPEAKER_00 39:18

Yeah, but I'm saying, like an image, you know, believe none of what you hear and only half of what you're doing.

SPEAKER_01 39:22

Man, I swear. I don't care what I got on. Because just because you pour syrup on shit, don't make it pancake. That's what you said. Shit. Yeah. I can sit here looking like a bum, but god damn it, do you know who I am?

SPEAKER_02 39:35

I am it's all good.

SPEAKER_01 39:36

And of course, you know, I want to look good. A part of looking good, feeling good is looking good. Yeah. You know, I do want to eventually do better with my attire and I've been adding little stuff here and there. You know what I'm saying? I think I look good with my granny panties on. I look good in anything I put on. And like I said, my energy precedes me. I told him it don't matter what I'm wearing. I know people see my energy before they even see me visually. They are recognizing my energy off top. They never see what I'm wearing. Do you know? I mean, I didn't tell him, but I was just like, dude, you know, I done I done had plenty niggas holler at me looking a hot mess, and I done had plenty niggas hollering at me looking beautiful in my eyes, looking beautiful. You know what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_00 40:21

But you get your energy from your energy 215, 19, 13.

SPEAKER_01 40:29

I'm gonna go. See, I can't talk to you. I'm gonna go. But I love you, sis. You're gonna have him reach out to me. All right, love you, five. All right, love you too, boy. Niggas gonna work it out. Well, kings and queens, there you have it. My sister is so crazy, and us together, as you can see, she isn't the only one. I've been told that we need to take our show on the road, but my sissy is super shy, and this isn't a show anyway. It's our real life. I know that if I pick up the phone right now, I can have a crazy loving combo with her again. I love that I have that with my sister. I highlight our interactions to give an authentic example of what a healthy interaction looks like. It is filled with quality and positivity. No matter who you are connecting with, if you aren't leaving the interaction feeling good, it might be time to reevaluate why you subject yourself to negative minds and conversations. I hope that we made you laugh out loud, maybe even motivate you in some way. I'm working hard on episode 2, due to release next week Monday, but due to technical issues with my computer, I may not be able to do so. Just know that while I am working things out, I will still be working hard on creating content for the podcast. So please stick with your girl and just wait patiently for me. I thank you in advance. With that said, you know what's up next. Go like, follow, and share this podcast everywhere in your social media accounts. Mamba Raw and Unfiltered is streaming on all platforms, so do not forget to subscribe. That way, you'll never miss out on when fresh baked content is dropped. In the meantime, in between time, let me know what you think about the podcast so far. Leave a review with your very own Raw and Unfiltered thoughts on any of the streaming or social media platforms connected to the podcast. You can find all those links below. Thank you, family, sincerely from the bottom of my heart. You listening and supporting this podcast means the world to me. Until next time, be good, be safe, stay healthy. Peace.